Monday, March 14, 2011

Making Time..

So I am really trying my hardest to make time to work out 4 days a week. It's hard though with two under two running the house right now & with all the events we attend & my tiredness that keeps me from eating right. But I am so determined to loose this weight it makes me depressed when I don't get my work out in or when I tell the hubby to pick up the fast crap on the way home or when we order pizza. I was doing so great last week.. but then came Saturday & we had so much to do before Stephen's award dinner I didn't get time to fit in my workout & then we ate at the most amazing restaurant El Gaucho which wasn't all bad food just a LOT of food. Then my cold kick back in & yesterday I was useless :( But I am back on it today.. even though I have probably only had 4 or 5 hours of sleep off & on {due to feeding the baby & her not sleeping well last night} I am going to work out today while my babies nap, even if that means I don't get a nap myself.

I am a little frustrated that my Wii has seemed to have so many issues though, so that can be a downer.. when I worked out on Thursday it wasn't reading my movements so I wasn't able to do a lot of exercises cause they sit their waiting for you.. & even though I was doing them they didn't read.. UGH!! I really wish we had a treadmill {even though we have zero room for one} I would love to run but I am so self conscious that I would rather run in my home then outdoors.. not that I could even run out doors right now because its way too cold to have my 2 month old out there for that long. I have also decided to buy Jillian's 30 Day Shred tomorrow & see what its all about.. I have heard & seen others do this & I  LOVE her so I know she has a great plan & that it works. I have also been reading IROCKSOWHAT'S weightloss story & it has me motivated a TON & I want to try some of her tricks too & see what happens with that as well.

I am just tired of being fat.. I know I just had a baby.. but I was big before baby & I want to be thin.. I have never been the thin girl. I remember when I was younger my friend said no you aren't fat.. you are just big boned.. I was like what is that? So I ask someone & they said that if a person is told they are big boned they are pretty much saying they are fat but in a nice way.. ugh.. that crushed me. So I refuse to be the big boned girl anymore.. I want to be the lean, toned, Hot Mama.. that people can say "Damn she has had two babies" LOL I know I can achieve this.. I just need to have more self discipline & I need to know that this is for me.. & for better health!!

Things I want to do to help me keep track of my weightloss..
  • write my weight down everyday
  • track my time
  • take weekly photo's of myself & share on here so I can see my progress
  • write my weekly weight goal on my calendar so I can see if I am on track or not
So hopefully by doing this I can see my progress & it too will motivate me.. will see!

So with that said.. this week is going to be a much better week.. I am going to see the numbers drop on the scale.. not rise.. & I will & can do this.. just watch :)


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